It's not like this is such a unique position to be in. I'm sure there are a million recent former grad school students going through the same shit. I know a few of them. Twenty-somethings are always so earnest and are always whining about what they are going do with their lives as if they are the are the only ones to ever go through that shit. I've done my share of "quarter life angst" whining. It's fucking insufferable. Don't think I mean to contribute to that.